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Anyway.. On a happier note, being a model for a friend’s project tomorrow, then bowling, laser strike and dinner with the kendo club. Fun times tomorrow =]

For once, I want my boyfriend to actually call me up or message me and say “hey, I miss you, let’s see each other on this day”.

I’m sick and tired of constantly chasing and running, trying to make plans and getting rejected cos he’s too busy or has other plans. Why do I have to do all the chasing? Why do I keep constantly told that he’s too busy? We only see each other like once a month, and if I’m lucky, twice.

For once in my life I want to be selfish and say “what about me?”. But I don’t want to be a bitch. And I know it’s not his fault, it’s all mine cos I’m whining like a bitch.

I’m so tired. I just want to cry and sleep.

Why is healthy food so expensive at the shops? ;___; Need to tell mum to go grocery shopping more so I can make my own lunch for uni. Sigh.

Can someone please give me some healthy recipe sites? I don’t mind if its vegetarian/vegan as well (since I don’t know how to handle the meat my parents keep in the freezer, I’m scared I’ll food poison myself… again. I can only handle the ones that are bought in those packets from the meat section in the supermarkets. D= )

Urgh, ate way too much for dinner. Stupid eyes were too hungry, and was going to feel guilty if I didn’t finish it. URghhhhh

Feel proud of myself, I finally lifted today again.

My wrists and legs feel kinda shaky, but I worked out today. =]

Even though it was a short work out, I still feel good. =D

Only problem is that I’m trying to study now and my hands are slightly shaky. D=

Woke up. Went for a run. Practiced some kendo cuts. Finished up with fresh juiced apple with cinnamon. Great start to a day. :D

Got wasted last night, at a “nephew’s” 100 day celebration.

Only at a russian party. zzzz.